Thursday, May 14, 2020

Shrink

We don’t really have names for what this will become.

Pruned
Lazing about under a banner
Of growing humidity
In the deepest corner of counter space.

Dryness on the back of our throats.
Heat from a floor
To the ceiling
Under layers of blankets.

This thing’s metabolism
Not what it once was.
Not the strapping presentation
Of its prime.
Shivers
Bones vibrating with force.

Watchfully:
We open windows
To let breeze
Stir the old, yellowed air
Around it.
Circulation as a tonic.

Outside 
Green has begun to return
Born of clay and rainfall.

The sun arrives 
To the sound of trumpets
Playing through mutes
Under water.

We are not quite sure
If the sun’s procession is a full-throated
Endorsement
Or 
Casual introduction.

Meanwhile:
The thing we do not have a name for
Coughs with fervor.
Spittle at the edge of its chapped lips.
We offer it water.

It is not too proud to accept.

In the rising heat, the blankets are no longer necessary
Still the thing shakes.

Air around it 
a quiet
Jet stream 
Fresher by the day.

Still it withers.
Watches the outdoors with something like longing in it’s ruined eyes, riddled with cataracts.

Perhaps it is closer to the edge of the counter.
Perhaps
Some of the old zest is back?
A surer posture?
A stir in the step?

A momentary reprieve.
Soon, the shaking, collapsed frame comes further into focus.

We come downstairs
The counter is empty.

Rushing outside, we step under the flourishing Bush that butts up against our home.

Here it is.
No longer shaking

The beginnings of dandelions coming out of its form.
No longer 
But also starting
The process
Of becoming
Again.

Friday, May 1, 2020

Reference Points: Summertime

This could be forever
When forever is a flat timeline
A constructed, unbroken string
Continuing ad nauseam.

A sight to behold.
Vomit-inducing
The violent kind.
World without end.

Crouched in the muck
Gasping for breath.
Knowing infinity
In coughs, gags, sputtering.

Each day, without end:
Stand
Observe
Rinse
Repeat
Beg for newness,
Novelty.

This nausea is not momentary
It is a product of the unending.
One that does not end with the path 
Dissolving
Or the river drying up.
Nor does it end with
Gradual heaving
Leading to breaths of relief.

No such thing will find you.
Ships in the cosmic night.

A warning, to realize
expiration dates
Are sometimes welcome.

Poem's opening line borrows from "Summertime" by Vince Staples.

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Conflict Resolution



This poem came from April 13th's prompt for NaPoWrimo.


I cannot be sorry
When the words
I must speak
To apologize
Are not my own.


They are an ill-fitting suit.
A dog’s harsh barks to a man lost in soundless reverie.
Noises that erupt from my throat
Like harsh coughs and growling.


The feeling of knife
To a ceramic plate.

The words needed here
Are not words of my own invention.


They belong to another.
They belong with another.

You are not
Able to accept my borrowed
Apologies.

It would require you
To use a feeling


A feeling foreign to you.


We speak in pidgin languages
To get anything done
To move on with our lives.
To step forward
Beyond transgression and acceptance
When neither of us really
Wants anything to do with any part of the situation.


I will say words
You will make faces
Nothing will be genuine,
But in this moment,
We will find closure.

Thursday, April 9, 2020

Opening Ceremony

I lit a sparkler in my backyard during the shift change between day and night.
Commemorating something that hardly mattered.

It spat out half-glorious light into the dried leaves.
The leaves were offended by the ways the light
barely singed their crackled, weakened flames.

"What sort of fire doesn't burn what it touches?"
They asked me.

I was not surprised by this question; it is one that
had also crossed my mind.

I did not answer because it would look strange to talk to a bunch of dried leaves.

The sparkler's faded brilliance dimmed even further.
Exerted itself in a pathetic display of broken fits of excitement.
Wore itself out.
I stood
with the leaves
felt the new night's air
found myself wishing for a fire
that would leave some sort of lasting impact
to mark this occasion.