Saturday, May 25, 2024

#stupidlittleclouds

 

It will be etched into the sky
by a cloud concerned with record keeping
and celestial loafing. Three truths and an
exaggeration for the sake of a resume,
A beautiful suggestion of what might
Be true in alternate timelines of existence
or maybe just tomorrow. 


It won’t always be this way, not with
any sort of certainty. No guarantees
will be made here. 

Two things are certain: this and that. No,

I will not elaborate.


Even the clouds, with all their stenographic tools 

and skills, are only making rough outlines for
a vague public record. Shells of what was
being said and done here. Their version of the events
is maybe not, as we might consider it, the full story.

From up there? Angle is all wrong. Distance makes
the mind’s heart wander, fuzzes out the key players
on the stage far below. There are no opera glasses
available to even the most prestigious cloud.

Down here? Even my heart. Thumping away in my stupid chest.

Letting my stupid blood course through me, to propel me
forward to further stupidity and acts of clumsy goodwill.
Even that, in its heat and its
constant awareness. 

Even my heart lies. To me and

to you. And there’s no cloud worth its

weight in moisture and excess and probably

forever plastics that has any sense in its

stupid cloud brain to record my lies

with honesty. 


Saturday, May 18, 2024

(Poetic) Protest Song


Today is another day where I will struggle to 


Exist in static

The worn grooves on a record

Shouting their voices


Free myself from a simple dread that


Only a single sound escapes the broken sound machine


What if this is the only trick I have left?


Left to my own

Devices/song continues

Droning endless/sing

Me another one/now


My life, a reduction in force, less


Notes looking prettier than before

Tempted by the truth, no more


You can’t tell me I’m not trying here. I promise


The notes in an avalanche again

Given as a gift to right now

Left out for another day

Find it when they find it

Absence and Presence

Both are the same

In static

Buzzing

Squalls


I’m going to continue through it all/Going to know the noise/Going to keep exploring some edge of something and hope it takes shape/eventually


Saturday, May 11, 2024

Reunion

HOUSE KEEPING: [Cross post] here is a recent essay I wrote comparing how Revival Season (a rap duo) and Yard Act (an indie/post-punk band) employed the elements of dance music. I hope you enjoy it. It's been weird not posting everyday and it has been hard to find a rhythm for concepts without Napowrimo prompts. 


spent and waiting for land
while lurching through tempest after

tempest more of a like kind dripping
Into each moment i am well i am

well i have never felt more in control of

my extremities never felt it coming
when my own umbilical cord leapt out from
the spent body parts trays of yesterday   wrapped
me up in a familial embrace this was a north
star this was mother’s milk this was everything
a warm handshake of the soul is meant to signify

reaching for my neck bring me in closer   slither into place
tighten the hold   cut off the air let me brain see the fireworks
i’ve been waiting for to erupt from my correspondence a view of

perfection each of us made clean

Saturday, May 4, 2024

Way/Weigh Station

Back to the weekly posts after a rather fruitful Napowrimo. 

I’m already here. Shepherded by bus
in the infancy of night, before the changing
of the guards. Sky and moon, solitary
jailors, an unblinking vigil. You and me
and each of the sky’s flashlights. Searching,
what have they found? Their patience, unblinking,
impassive. Something that screeches into
the colder portion of night, without sound,
in the desperation of a wounded animal, one
who knows that its tormenter has caught
the scent, has circled back, sharp object
in hand, a dream of satisfaction playing
on the mind’s projector reel. silence, take me,
take us all. i can hear the braying of the beast
i can feel the cold dew on my bare feet, creeping
forward through a cold, satisfying chill soon a gnashing
soon a moment reaches it terminus soon an
ending soon another ending and another ending
soon the daylight
soon