Showing posts with label sun. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sun. Show all posts

Saturday, May 24, 2025

oppositional celebration

 In case I didn't say it here: Tapes on Fire (a book of poems I have been writing since 2018) drops on 6/1. I'll post a link when it goes live. Get it while it's hot, tepid, or something.


only when the sun says
hi there
or goodbye
do we know the issue at stake.

hi and bye
sit or stand
run with the best of them or walk with the other best of them. 
each a version of the greatest, each a mirror. each equal and opposite, bizarro version of itself
talking backwards and jumping instead of walking.
such oddity, such majesty, such normalcy.
geriatric and infant, here and there, blink and we might miss the moment.


beginning and ending, these are the changes i pay the big bucks to see.
i'm going to be watching to see what happens. i'm going to pretend whatever it is
matters. it might.

Saturday, March 9, 2024

Highlight, Reel

Sometimes, the possibility snaps into place

and the vision of the golden future shimmers before me

with ease, it is within my grasp, things have never been quite

so obvious. so available to pluck from the ready and waiting 

vine. washed and peeled, unnecessary to cook. each bite

a fulfillment of hunger, satisfying crunch, the gratification of 

friction on the teeth as the food gives way under duress.

I am full. content. waxing poetic, reflective, in rumination. 

thankful. it was here, all along. waiting. 

Saturday, February 17, 2024

Sun Spot

 

Here’s an example for you:

the power of sunshine

on your wounds.

Unfettered solar flares

Collide with the atoms above the skin,

form a pincer molecule to burrow into

The muscle and bone,

breaking, mending with a

daylight suture job.

Yes, the scar is permanent.

So is the healing

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

No Zen Required

 

No sunshine will touch my shadow any longer. They've agreed to keep their distance. Agreed to disagree on some critical matters. Not sure of their relative place in the universe as long as the other is present. I am told they are not willing to compromise on this matter. I've tried to help them find reason, bury the hatchet. Worked out the angles between tripping over myself in the darkened room or hiding my eyes from the burn.

It starts early. I'm dragged to darkness by my shadow. He has lost his sense of proportion. Does not know his strength any longer. Pulls me deeper into the corners of my bedroom. Hides me under another set of light-eating blankets.

Sunshine calls me, but my shadow slaps the phone out of my hand. I have to trust him. I have to stay the course. I must not feel the temptation for warmth. For the outside to let the breeze sneak up and gently hug me. For the sounds of birds to welcome me out into the world.

My shadow, he knows me better than I know myself. The sunshine, radiating off of the sidewalk, zeroing in on my pale frame, it is a destroyer of peace. A bringer of skin rash, scaled flesh, eventual cancers, 

Here in the dark, I'm told I am safe, a proper temperature. I am contained. Controllable.  

My shadow, locking me into an iron tether. We shall never know the world apart from one another.

I try to tell him, light will bond us. He reminds me that vision is not a bond. This, this proximity, under cover of multiple darknesses. Us, alone, held fast to one another and shaking, this is the only true connection. Everything else is a sleight of hand and a trick of vision. Illusory. Disguises not fit for truth.

And here we are, in silence, and I just want to sneak a gaze out the tinted window, to see what might be outside. 

If only I’d let me.

Thursday, April 14, 2022

Scene 1

Shot 1:

It starts with a close up of grass.

Its early, the sun hasn’t come up yet

Track shot moves up in slow walk. With purpose, emphatic. Without haste.


Observe the glistening dew on each blade.

Watch it weigh down the blades of grass,

Force them to lean and bend.

Notice the disarray. All blades pointing in directions of the dew’s choosing.


The grass abruptly ends.

Shot stops moving.

A pockmarked pavement.

The potholes of a longer winter

Not yet sewn up by the town.

Jagged like teeth

In a malformed palette.

Cracked,

Split in the little fissures from ice

and salt

and the scrape of winter’s grip.

It’s quiet.


Shot 2:

Broad shot.

Long, gravel driveway to a farmhouse, as sun sets. An old, prominent tree off to the right third of the shot. Radiant in the fading sunlight.


The house:

Beige Paint peeling. Window on the first floor, right side of the home, with wide gash in its pane.

Clapboard siding sagging on the opposite side in a dysfunctional patterning.


Camera begins to zoom.


The sound of the old porch’s settled wood creaking. An evening breeze only noticeable because the sun’s influence has cooled.

The sound of water dripping somewhere off of a worn gutter.


As the camera zooms to the front door. Slightly off of its hinges, an unfinished, cheap wood. The creaking sounds become more frequent, the wind’s squeals more pronounced.

The creaks become the sound of sharp cracking.

Water drops are louder now.

Building in percussive power.

The sound of small animals rustling off camera.

Louder now.

The camera speeds up and reaches the door as a crack, longer and more pronounced, rings out.

Screen goes black.


Shot 3:

Black frame, the sound of squeaking bike pedaling begin to trickle in.

Light fades in. Mid-morning on a sunny day.

In the left third of shot: an older, prominent tree. Leaves brown in the colors of autumn.

Nothing moves on the tree.

The squeak of the bike tire rubbing the Frame of a bike.

The clicking of the spokes against a worn gear.


The tree does not move.

The leaves remain still.

The wind has gone away. Resting


Faintly, the sound of dull tapping.

The sound of gravel shifting.


The sound of the bike

The wail of the brakes meeting the wind’s return. Carrying the sharp, sudden hiss of travel interrupted. 

Envelops the still action of the shot.

A cracking of wood. Once, twice, now in uncountable procession,

Descending into the sound of wood snapping and collapsing in. Creaking away from the confines of nails and wood glue. A structure rendering itself as rubble. A return to modest origins.


The screen goes black. The wind’s shrieking is heard and a slow fade in of footfall on gravel is heard before silence.